Hello again!
If you knew me well, you will probably knew I'm kind of emotional person especially in the midnight. Hahha. No matter how tired am I, once I lay on my bed my brain will non stop functioning. Thinking about my coming days, my friend's words to me, my body even my previous years stories. Too muchh. Have to say that there's something that keep bothering me for quite a time. But it's not an emotional thing this time, but for me it's like kind of blessed. I've been staying at home about 2 weeks without going out because I'm currently having semester break. I'm so bored till I actually start to scroll back our conversations (best mate*used to be* a.k.a my ex tho) HAHA well, it's been weeks we didn't talk to each other so I'm kind of missing him or should say the one who I can talk without filtering my words. I can get so comfortable by chit chatting and bullshitting with him until late night and I'm not feeling sorry at all cause I've to admit that I enjoy chatting with him so much. Have to say that I'm glad to have him in my life. I believed that he knew me more than some of my close friends do. By scrolling back our conversations on whatsapp really made me laugh myself sometimes till I found there's still some conversations on twitter's inbox few years ago. I actually feel like crying by reading all the messages not because of regreting or what, but I sincerely feeling blessed and thankful for being loved by someone so much. My replied were so cruel and mean but he's still being soft to me and tried to talk to me nicely just to fix back our relationship. Hahaa, I feel like screenshot them and send to you but then it seems to be kind of awkward so I just forget about it. It's still funny for me even tho I had read it for few times, hahha. And now, he's getting busier with his job so I didn't talk to him for few weeks. I know how important his career to him and I've my assignments with me too so yeahh, is okay. Let's just let it be. K, I'm done with my feelings. Thxbye :p
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