Thoughs

Was thinking what would I be if I were not me, myself now. Wondering how would it be if I'm not one of them in my family. Just some random though and questions came through my mind out of sudden. Can't deny that I'm really blessed to have them by my side, it's really like everytime. Whenever conflict and problems came to me, they'll always be there with me. They might not contribute or helping me to solve my questions but they gave me what I really need which are encouragement and advises. Time flies and I'm no longer a kid. Growing up really isn't as easy as I thought, problems and stressness which really made me mentally break down most of the time. Was wondering how could my parents made it till today. They're not rich as others but not poor too. They work so hard and gives us everything we need and yet they never complain how suffer they're in fact. Can't describe how much I admired and loves my parents. Growing up really can made people's appreciated even more what they had in their life. I used to not closed with my dad becasue he's a very cool man but I realised my distance with him was actually much more closer already by very randomly. He might not tell us how much they love us, but he showed it. Idk what I can say other than thank you. Thank you for giving me this family. I can't ask for more and I promise I'll work harder to make you proud of me someday. I'll work harder and earn as much as I could to repay what you had gave to me. Thank you daddy mummy. I don't want need anything but five of us could stay healthy and live happily, that's it.